Sadly, "mo fo" was the most accurate term. Cardiac arrest really hurts. I've gone over this before here, but for those just joining us:
In 2006 I suffered a cardiac arrest and was dead for about 30 seconds. It felt much longer at the time. I knew I was dying while it was happening; luckily (?) I was in the hospital, but no one came when I called for help, repeatedly. When my heart monitor flatlined, they were there on the double, though; that got their attention. They shocked me back to life, which at the time was a little disappointing. I'd been in a lot of pain. Death was a relief. But two years out, I'm glad. I have an ICD now, an internal cardiodefibrillator. If my heart ever stops again (unlikely; this was a unique event we're pretty sure), it will shock me back. It's about the size of a pack of cards, sits just under my skin above my left breast, and on days when the weather shifts abruptly, it aches.
Sadly, "mo fo" was the most accurate term. Cardiac arrest really hurts. I've gone over this before here, but for those just joining us:
In 2006 I suffered a cardiac arrest and was dead for about 30 seconds. It felt much longer at the time. I knew I was dying while it was happening; luckily (?) I was in the hospital, but no one came when I called for help, repeatedly. When my heart monitor flatlined, they were there on the double, though; that got their attention. They shocked me back to life, which at the time was a little disappointing. I'd been in a lot of pain. Death was a relief. But two years out, I'm glad. I have an ICD now, an internal cardiodefibrillator. If my heart ever stops again (unlikely; this was a unique event we're pretty sure), it will shock me back. It's about the size of a pack of cards, sits just under my skin above my left breast, and on days when the weather shifts abruptly, it aches.
Aren't you sorry you asked?
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Lynn Siprelle * Fairy Blogmother